el senor.

´expect to encounter adversity in your life, remembering that you live in a deeply fallen world. stop trying to find a way that circumvents difficulties. the main problem with an easy life is that it masks your need for me. when you become a christian, i INFUSED MY VERY LIFE INTO YOU. empowering you to live on a supernatural plane be DEPENDING ON ME. anticipate coming face to face with impossibilities: situations totally beyond your ability to HANDLE. this awareness of your inadequacy is NOT something you should try to evade. it is PRECISELY where i want you.. the best place to encounter me in my GLORY and POWER. when you see armies of problems marching toward you, CRY OUT TO ME! allow me to FIGHT for you. REST in the shadow of MY ALMIGHTY PRESENCE.´ (SARAH YOUNG in devo: ´jesus calling´)

dwells:remains:rests:relaxes:calm: because there is trust. hope. comfort. not anxiousness...

Ps. 91:1 ´he who dwells in the shelter of the most high will rest in the shadow of the almighty´

This was back on the 18th of Aug... i am learning how to depend on god. what it means... how it is the very essence of all that i am... to hide in him. i was extrememly sick for three days.. attacked. yet holding on. to him. his truth. his love. who he is... alone. brings relief knowing i have a god that is committed to me. loves me. is satisfied with me...as i passionately pursue him and and him alone!!! i am not identified by where i am or what i am doing.. .but by the relationship i have with him. :) sigh.